“I'm prostituting
myself? I'm prostituting myself? Have you looked in the mirror
lately? How many children have you had?”
“14, as you know well.”
“By how many men?”
“14, you know that too,
little madam.”
“And you say I'm
prostituting myself for wanting to join the Army? How hypocritical
are you? At least I'm trying to do something useful with my life,
I'm not just being a baby factory.”
“You don't think that
being a mother is doing something for society? I gave birth to 14
babies just to make sure I had a girl and now you're throwing away
your life for a squad of men who only care about getting you into
bed.”
“As if your fourteen
husbands didn't just marry you for the same thing. Three months of
exclusive access and then it's off to find another wife, that's
hardly commitment.”
“It's necessary. If we
are going to survive we have to keep the gene pool as wide as
possible and make sure we have as many girls as possible. Has that
school not taught you anything?”
“Repeat the dogma, nah
nah nah, that's all that comes out of their mouths too, but I'm not
having it. I'm not staying at home, marrying man after man until one
of them gives me a girl, that's not life, that's punishment. I'm
going to see the world and do something with my life, then if I feel
like it I'll have a couple of children with a man I like for more
than just his DNA.”
“You selfish little
bitch.”
“And you're a small
minded petty old hag.”
“Get out of my house!
Get out right now!”
“I'm already packed.”
Replaying the conversation
in her mind, Angela knew it could have gone a lot better. She had not
expected her Mother to be happy about her choice but she had not
expected it to go so disastrously wrong. If she had failed selection
there would have been no going back, after that bust up she was not
going home again, she could not face the smugness and the gloating of
her self important Mother. Just because she had the good fortune to
produce a daughter, something many women would never do no matter how
many times they got pregnant, she thought she was above everyone
else. It was just so, so small, so petty. The world was so much
bigger but she was content to sit at home as the retired baby factory
and lord it over the other similarly small women in the estate having
never even travelled as far as the borders. That was not life, that
was existence, and a poor existence at that. There had to be more to
life and maybe in the Army Angela would find out what it was.
The selection process had
surprisingly not been as difficult as Angela had expected. Perhaps
because she had built it up in her head as a terrible and arduous
process it had failed to live up to her imaginings. Of course, the
initial application forms had been hidden from her Mother, placed
under her bed amongst all her old toys. They had represented hours of
work all themselves, a mountain of background information and
psychometric tests to weed out the women who would never cope with
the rigours of the armed forces.
It was almost two months
of waiting before the letter arrived to tell her that her application
had been reviewed and she was invited to selection. She was lucky,
the letter arrived when her Mother had been out shopping or with it's
bold Army logo it would have been confiscated and thrown in the fire.
As it was her Mother was mystified as to why Angela suddenly became a
gym bunny, working out every day and becoming fitter than she had
ever been. All Angela would say was that she was had decided to make
a late New Year's resolution to become healthy, she could hardly say
what was really going on.
Three months later the
time finally came and she packs some bags before admitting where she
would be. Of course, that had prompted the argument, the final straw
that broke the back of an already difficult relationship. After a
three hour train journey spent dwelling on the final harsh words
spoken to the woman who brought her into the world, she finally
arrived outside the gates of the garrison and forgot all about her
troubles. This was it.
First came the physical
fitness tests, difficult but doable, running, jumping, climbing,
crawling. Then team work and leadership, not something normally dwelt
on for women who normally simply got a group of men to do the things
they needed, so it was a novelty for all of them. Later on came the
comprehension and logic tests, Angela needed to concentrate on them
but they were by no means impossible even if she did see one of the
applicants putting down her pen to sit with her head in her hands and
sob quietly until she was removed by an invigilator.
The medical tests were
intrusive but they had been warned about that and it was sensible
under the circumstances. The tests signalled the end of the first day
of selection.
An overnight stay in the
cadet barracks for those women who had not already been sent home
with a simple thanks for their time was followed by a simple
breakfast and then a request for them to wait their turn for an
interview with the Selection Panel.
This was the really
crucial part of the process. The part that really decided whether you
would succeed in your dream or not. You could pass the rest of the
testing with perfect results but if the Selection Panel did not like
you then there was no way of getting in. To make it worse, there was
only a maximum of eight places in the next training intake and twelve
of them had made it to the interview.
Angela sat in the small
reception room and watched as the other candidates went in turn
through the forbidding oak panelled door for their turn in front of
the formidable women that were the Senior Ladies. It was frustrating
and nerve wracking, the shortest interview was half an hour and they
were all going in before her and then being sent into another room to
wait for the results when everyone had been seen.
Supposedly the interview
order was random but Angela could not help feel a certain
inevitability when she was left waiting until there was no one but
her to be seen.
After a wait that was most
of the day, Angela was finally called in. She had been a bundle of
nerves since getting up first thing in the morning but now the moment
had come it was more of a relief to be getting the interview over
with.
The Selection Panel was
made up of three Senior Ladies with an impartial senior male Officer
sat silently to one side. They had all started sitting in front of
the panel just as Angela now was and they had all since spent at
least ten years in the Army, rising through the ranks and earning the
privileges and status few women would ever manage in the post scourge
world.
“Thank you for your
patience, candidate, please could you confirm your name.”
“Angela Grace Haynes,
ma'am.”
“Very good. Please sit.”
Her heart was thumping but
Angela was much calmer than she had expected to be.
“Let's get straight into
it, you know why you're here and the commitment and sacrifice
involved.” the Lady in the centre of the three spoke in a
commanding tone. “What made you come here for selection rhather
than doing what I am sure you were told was your duty and finding
your first husband?”
That was a very blunt and
forthright start to the interview, but at east it was not an
unexpected question. Angela had prepared an answer for it. “I think
I was inspired to come here when I read an article in my local
newspaper that was about women's power in society. It talked about
how women control our world by making men do what they want to carry
their child, but it seems to me that says less about power and more
about self preservation. I decided after reading that, I don't just
want to survive, I want to make a real contribution and if I really
am a powerful woman surely I have to be worth more than just my womb.
The only real choice for a woman who wants to contribute to society
as more than a baby factory is to become one of the Army's Ladies, so
here I am.”
There was a short period
of silence as the ladies wrote their notes.
“You're not particularly
maternally inclined then?”
“I have no objection to
children, it's not that I don't want them one day, I'm just not ready
to jump in and have any right now. I'd like the chance to live
first.”
“You must be aware that
Ladies can face prejudice for their choice of having a career. Have
you considered how to cope with this should it occur to you?”
Angela wondered for a
moment how to answer but it was easy enough for her to know her
reaction in the face of prejudice, she had already been there. “My
Mother told me that if I came here she'd disown me and I'd be letting
down my ancestors. I still came because I believe it's important.
People are allowed their own opinions but mine is that I should be
here. The only way to cope is to trust my convictions and ignore the
objectors.”
“Do you see a
reconcilliation with your Mother in the future?”
“Honestly, I don't know.
We've never gotten on too well, I think it was pretty inevitable.”
If Angela was surprised by the question she did not show it.
Questioning then turned to
Angela's education, testing her knowledge both purely academic and
current affairs, before turning back to more intimate topics.
“At this point we have
to get personal and ask you some questions that you may find
uncomfortable but are never the less extremely important.” This was
from one of the other women, who had so far barely spoken a word. “We
need you to answer everything as honestly as you can. Is that
understood?”
“Yes, ma'am.”
“You'll be turning
eighteen next month.”
“Yes, ma'am.”
“Are you a virgin?”
“No, ma'am.” Angela
had been waiting for this part of the interview and she had spent a
long time preparing herself to answer these questions. It was not as
intimidating as she thought it would be though, there did not seem to
be much of a good reason for women not talking about a subject they
all knew was going on behind any woman's door.
“How many sexual
partners have you had?”
“Three.”
“Do you enjoy it?”
That question was not so
expected, it was very blunt and somehow did not seem relevant, but
fortunately it was easy enough to answer. “Yes, ma'am.”
“That was a very certain
answer. Have you ever had a bad experience?”
“Not exactly bad, just
maybe sometimes not great, I suppose.”
“You've never had
unwanted attention?”
“I think every woman
has, but never anything that's got out of hand. Maybe having six
older brothers has helped there.” Angela offered. When men
outnumbered women by so much it was natural for any woman to get all
the attention and generally accepted that brothers would act as
chaperones to prevent undesirables from getting too close.
“Six? Your Mother was
very productive.”
“Yes, ma'am, she had
fourteen births in all. She wouldn't give up until she had a girl.”
“You said you enjoy
relations with men but you've only had three partners,” the central
Lady spoke again. “At your age most girls have already had twice
that number if they are already active. Could there be a reason for
that?”
“I-” Angela fought off
a blush, at last embarrassed by the intimate question. “My friends
say I'm too picky. I have been regularly seeing two of the men for a
while. They've really looked after me so I've not really needed to
look for anyone else.”
“Do they know about each
other? Or about you being here?”
“They're actually
friends. They know they're sharing me, they've each tried to convince
me to marry them but I already knew I wanted to ocme here so I've
been putting them off. They think I'm seeing a friend right now.”
“How will you tell them
if you've selected.”
“I'm not sure. I'll just
have to let them it's over. I know they'll be upset but they'll get
over it.”
“Just to confirm, you've
never had a pregnancy?”
“No, ma'am, I take the
preventative.”
“Good, good. You don't
experience any side-effects then?”
“No,” Angela shook her
head. “I've never had any problems with it.”
“And how do you feel
about going from dividing your time between two men to doing the same
for a full squad? Please be honest.”
“Well,” Angela was
hesitant. Women were supposed to have as many partners as possible
but there were still taboos. A lot of women would condemn her for two
timing of her current lovers, all be it with their full knowledge. It
was no surprise therefore that Army Ladies were often heckled so
badly. “Excited, nervous, it's a big step into the unknown. I'm
sure they won't be perfect, but no one is. I just hope I don't
disappoint them.”
There was more scribbling.
When that stopped the women shared a brief look.
“Thank you, Miss Haynes,
we don't have any more questions for you. If you'd like to wait
outside, we'll make our decision shortly.”
“Thank you, ma'ams.”
As the door closed behind
her, Angela realised she had no idea how that had gone. The Ladies
were poker faced and gave no clues as to whether they liked her or
not. The clock on the reception wall showed that she had only been in
with the Panel for twenty-five minutes. That was the shortest
interview of the day. Was that a good sign or a very bad one? She had
no idea.
A male assistant led her
to the room where the other candidates had been waiting. It was a
meeting room, all of the women were sitting around a table with cups
of tea and half empty plates of biscuits.
“Were you the last one?
Angela nodded as a cup and
saucer were passed her way along with the jug of milk.
It was an odd atmosphere
in the room. They were all in competition and they were all rooting
for each other. From a very young age girls were taught to stick
together and always support each other, yet this time they were
competing against each other and it felt wrong somehow.
“How long do you think
they'll keep us waiting?”
“Even if they've made
their minds up they'll wait for a while to make us sweat.”
“That's just silly.”
“They'll be talking it
over to make sure they all agree. We've all passed all of the tests,
they're just deciding who they like best now. It's our personalities
they're comparing.”
The conversation went back
and forth without conclusion. Angela added a few comments of her own
but mostly she was just relieved to have finally completed the
testing. She would wait until she had finished her tea before letting
herself get nervous about the result.
When the door opened
almost an hour later everyone was ready to jump to their feet but it
was not the Panel, it was one of the male assistants carrying a dozen
envelopes which he placed wordlessly on the table.
After all the waiting and
preparing Angela could barely believe this was it. It all came down
to the contents of this envelope and she was scared to open it.
That was a stupid
reaction, she berated herself for being a coward and carefully broke
the seal and unfolded the plain paper inside.
The first paragraph was a
generic thanks for attending the selection days. Then came the
results of the tests.
Physical Training –
Pass, 95th percentile
Teamwork – Pass, 85th
percentile
Leadership – Pass, 70th
percentile
Comprehension – Pass,
90th percentile
Logic – Pass, 90th
percentile
Medical – Pass
Selection Interview –
Pass
Overall Result – Pass
Then was the information
that training would begin in two weeks and she was to report to the
Supplies Building before leaving to collect her boots so she could
break them in before training commenced.
That was it.
The letter was signed by
the Chair of the review Panel and there was a watermark to prove the
letter was genuine.
Angela was going to be a
soldier.
She barely noticed as the
women who failed selection left, their tears muted as they
commiserated with each other. The successful candidates shared smiles
with her and the excitement in their eyes was clear for all to see.
They would share their training and could soon expect to get to know
each other very well.
That was four months
earlier. Four hard months when the cadets had been pushed to their
limits and occasionally beyond. Two had dropped out during the
training, one through injury and one had simply decided she could not
do it, so the graduation ceremony had been tiny with only six of them
sharing the satisfaction of their new status.
The new soldiers had been
pushed incredibly hard to learn a huge amount in such a short time.
Only the best squads were afforded a Lady, not just any men earned
the honour of a female in their number and the Lady had to be able to
serve a long side them where ever they went. She would not always be
in the thick of it, but she had to be able to fight when the need
arose and could expect to be at the front line at least some of the
time, it was not a commission that came without danger.
Only the most small minded
and uninformed could believe the Ladies of the Army were not real
soldiers in their own right, that they had not each truly earned
their commission. Their duties were of course much different to the
men's, it was a fact of the Post-Scourge world that much had changed
since the golden years, but it was still a day of pride for the women
to have earned their place in an exclusive club of working women.
Now the graduation
ceremony was complete, the dress uniforms were carefully put away and
the ball gowns were brought out.
Angela was on a high of
celebration as she chatted and laughed with the women who were now
her best friends, five women who had gone through so much with her
and knew her better than anyone ever had. There was mutual grooming
to be done, hair to curl, hair to straighten, false eyelashes to
glue, nail varnish to apply, make up colours to be matched to the
gowns and under garments to be checked to make sure they would not
rise up, fall down or show where they should not.
It was a great time.
Possibly the last time the women would all be together, but they
would certainly keep in contact as much as they could. Even their
instructors had been impressed by how well the women gelled during
their training, it had done nothing but help them to become some of
the best cadets in the last five years of intakes and although they
were not aware of it the small group of giggling women were being
watched with great anticipation.
They were of course
excited to being celebrating their success, but underneath it was a
nervousness they could not hide. There were only six of them, but
they were going to be walking into a very large party with some
hopeful soldiers attending. It was their first appearance and they
were certainly going to be wooed by the eligible squads present who
were hoping for a Lady.
Once upon a time the
Ladies had been assigned to squads in just the way the male soldiers
were, but it had proved to be a very difficult process with huge
numbers of transfer requests and even suicides attributed to badly
matched groups. After a lengthy review it was decided the best way to
do it was, at least in the first instance, to give the Ladies and men
the choice.
Angela and her new friends
were getting ready, making sure they looked their best, to walk into
a mass blind date and primed ready to impress them were eleven
hopeful squads, officers and men, who had managed through their skill
to earn the right to keep a Lady in their number.
The venue for the ball was
one of the old country hotels, with a great hall immaculately
decorated for the occasion. The men were all under the strictest of
instructions to be on their best behaviour and there were senior
Officers and military police, present in subtle corners, to ensure
fair play was maintained and nothing got out of hand. There was
always a great deal of emotion on these nights and often fights when
disappointed squads had drunk a little too much to maintain their
composure.
The new Ladies were aware
of the security arrangements and under strict orders themselves to
report any unwanted behaviour straight away. The laws protecting
women were strict both for the military and civilians, with them so
outnumbered the punishments for their ill treatment had to be severe
to prevent them coming to harm. It did not always work, but for the
most part it made a man think twice before forcing himself on an
unwilling woman. Of course, once the Ladies were part of a squad it
became that squad's duty to protect her and it was a rare squad who
did not guard their Lady jealously from any other man.
It was not their safety
the Ladies were concerned about tonight though, it was making
themselves irresistible and their lengthy preparations ensured their
success. When the door to their shared room was knocked, they were
still fussing over the tiny details of their outfits, the last
application of lip gloss, the final crystal pin in their hair, but
they were ready to head out to their chaperones.
Such was the pomp and
circumstance surrounding the evening the Ladies were given the arm of
a senior officer to enter the hall on. It was as much of a treat for
the officers as it was for the new Ladies, getting to share a little
of the excitement of the night.
As the top graduate,
Angela had the special honour of being chaperoned by the Garrison
Commander, a Brigadier tipped to soon be promoted to General. He was
an awesome figure in his dress uniform, who had seen a lot in his
life and had a huge amount of influence, the last thing Angela wanted
was to do something wrong and insult or upset him. She did not know
that for all his power he still felt a knot of nervousness when doing
this pleasant duty and walking beside a beautiful young Lady. It
would have made her feel better if she had known, but the Brigadier
would never admit it. He did, however, smile as he bowed to her and
offered his hand, complimenting her on looking so beautiful and
telling her he expected his men to be stunned by her appearance.
Angela accepted his hand
graciously. This awesome man would never bow to her again, in the
future she would be expected to salute him, but just for this
glorious moment she was the one in the spotlight and even with her
nerves she was determined to enjoy every moment.
“If I can offer but one
piece of advice for you tonight, it's this. No matter what an Officer
promises you or how much you like him, be sure to spend a little time
with his squad before you make any decision,” the Brigadier all
gave the same advise to the Ladies he escorted just before the door
to the hall was opened, and he hoped they listen to him. “And I
implore you not to commit yourself to a squad tonight. There is no
harm in making them wait at least until the morning or most
preferably until next week. You will spend a lot of time with these
men, so this is not a moment for rash decisions.”
They had already been told
that they had a week to make their decision and to not let anyone
push them into a rapid choice, but the words from the Brigadier
sounded so genuine and full of concern they left Angela with a new
resolve to take great care. “Thank you, sir, I'll remember that.”
The doors opened to a sea
of perfect dress uniforms and freshly cropped hair.
All stood to attention in
a tastefully decorated hall of silver and white, it made Angela think
of a scene reminiscent of a military wedding. Perhaps it was
something akin to that, the occasion was certainly a form of
engagement party at least, all be it the couples had not met yet. She
wondered for a moment what their ancestors would have thought, how
they would have reacted to the current way society ran when she knew
for a fact her great-grandmother had only one husband and they were
married for over sixty years. Perhaps she would have been horrified,
Angela hoped she would be understanding.
The Officers were lined up
so the Chaperoned Ladies could walk passed them as they bowed. It may
not have been an old tradition, only started a generation earlier,
but it was an important tradition nonetheless for the people
involved.
Being the Lady escorted by
the Brigadier meant there was a lot of attention on Angela, she was
the best of the Ladies and for the savy officer it was more important
that she was a good soldier than merely a pretty face. Vain enough to
think she was also pretty, Angela felt the pressure as all eyes
turned to her before her classmates.
One of those bowing men
would soon be calling her his Lady, which one would it be? There was
quite a mix, from the greenest of newly graduated Lieutenants to a
Major with the confidence of a well travelled man. They looked so
similar with only the patches on their uniforms to differentiate
them, how in the world could anyone make a decision based on so
little?
They had been given
lessons in how to interact with their men, as she was sure they too
had been given lessons, but their instructor had told them that in
the end they would have to rely on instinct, that everyone was
different and there was no perfect formula.
When the presenting was
done and Angela had reached the other side of the dance floor, the
Brigadier inclined his head to her.
“Good Luck, young Lady,
I will take my leave now. If you need anything, I will be at the top
table.”
“Thank you, sir.”
The Ladies exchanged looks
as they wondered what to do next, but they did not have to wait for
very long.
“Ladies,” the Major
came forward before anyone else had the chance. He had been here
before and was determined not to miss out. “May I introduce myself,
I am Major Dominic Lethario and I'm sure I speak for all the men here
when I say you each look beautiful.” he addressed all the Ladies
but looked only at Angela as he spoke. “Alas, I am only one man and
I cannot dance with you all at the same time so, my Lady, may I have
the honour of the first dance?”
Angela could not help but
feel her heart beat hard in her chest. He was certainly older than
she would have normally wanted in a man but he knew all the right
words and she raised a hand to take his before slowly drawing it back
as it occurred to her that once he had her he was unlikely to let her
go to find anyone else in the room. She smiled sweetly. “Actually,
sir, I'm worried that if I dance with you first then no one else will
stand a chance. Politeness dictates that I at least allow the other
Officers a dance before you sweep me off my feet.” she continued to
smile as she looked deep into his eyes. “But as soon as I've danced
with the rest, feel free to impress me.”
Major Lethario narrowed
his eyes slightly but there was nothing more than sweetness radiating
from the lithe young Lady, so he smiled in return and bowed. “That's
exceedingly sporting of you. Would you be offended if I too had other
dances?”
“I may get a little
jealous, but I'll not be too offended.”
Placated, the Major
offered his hand to one of Angela's classmates who was very quick to
take him up on the offer being dazzled by the chance to jump straight
into a ranking officer's bed.
Angela let out a long
breath. She did not know why, but it felt as though she had just had
a close call, maybe the Major had just been a little too charming for
his own good. Now she had to make good on her word and make use of
the two hours of dance lessons she and her classmates had been given
only days earlier in a small attempt to prepare them for tonight. She
cocked her head to one side and fixed her eyes on the youngest
Officer who had been at the end of the line up with the freshest
looking braid on his arm, silently prompting him to come forward.
He looked more nervous
than her as he walked over and bowed. “Would you care to dance?”
he managed, holding out a hand.
Angela took his hand. “I'd
love to.”
The first few dances did
feel awkward, but after that it good easier. The men realised what
was expected of them and they each took their turn to dance with the
Ladies while their squads watched from the sidelines, hardly even
breathing as they watched the Ladies every move.
Angela did her best to
remember which of the Officers she had danced with and what her
impressions of each of them were. It was hard but she knew any career
aspirations she had would be inexorably entwined with that of her
chosen Officer so she had to find a good officer as much as a
palatable man. Of course, she had to wonder why he was in need of a
new Lady. It could well be nothing that was the fault of the Major,
Ladies did have accidents it was a fact of Army life, but Ladies were
not stopped from transferring if they had good reason or leaving
altogether if they came to the end of their term and did not want to
stay on with their chosen Officer. She was yet to dance with him, she
would have to ask him when the opportunity arose, she liked to know
where she stood.
After the other dances
were done, Angela took the time to have a rest and talk with a few of
her classmates.
“He's so fine.”
Christy, had already danced with the Major and was completely taken
with his charm. “You're so lucky, he's perfect.”
“Who says I'm lucky? I
haven't even danced with him yet.”
“Don't be silly, he
hasn't stopped watching you all night.”
“Just because he's a
Major doesn't mean I like him.”
“You are so picky.”
Christy rolled her eyes.
“You're not picky
enough.” Angela countered. “Anyway, I'm giving them all a fair
chance to impress.”
“Don't you dare touch
Michaels.” Lucy jumped in rapidly. “I want him.”
“Which one's he?”
“The blond one over by
the door. No, don't look!” Lucy hissed. “He's lovely.”
“Of course, blond.
You've got a real thing for blonds.” Christy teased.
“So? Please, leave him
alone.”
Angela smiled. “Done, I
won't touch him.” She had thought he was sweet but he did not make
a big impression.
“Alright,” Christy
responded to the look from Lucy. “He's yours. It's not as if there
aren't other fish in the sea.”
“Can you, you know, pass
it around?” Lucy pleaded.
“We made a deal, didn't
we? No poaching.”
“Thanks.”
“So when are you going
to dance with dreamy Major?”
Angela shrugged. “I'll
give it a little while. I want to see what the other men are up to
first.”
“Why?” Christy's brow
furrowed.
“Because they're all
sweetness and light to us but what are they really like? You've got
to think of your career, not just your bed.”
“Speak for yourself, I
only joined up because I hate kids.”
Angela sighed. “Okay,
I'll go and dance with the Major.”
“And if you're not
interested in him make sure you tell us right away.”
“Yes, Christy, I'll let
you know so you can pounce.”
It was strange, even as
she was walking across the room to the Major, Angela knew she did not
want him. She did not know who she did want, but she was certain this
man was not for her. She had promised she would dance with everyone
though so she would have to see it through.
He said all the right
things and was even a very good dancer. He made her smile with his
compliments and his wit, he even made her blush unexpectedly and yet
he still made her uncomfortable. Why? She could not tell.
After the dance he
insisted on accompanying her to the bar and getting her a cocktail.
He made it very hard to refuse and even harder to get away, clearly
he had played this game before.
While she was trying the
brightly coloured cocktail it suddenly occurred to Angela what she
had been looking for and how strange it was that so few of the
Officer had been doing it. All evening, only two of the men had gone
near their squad. The patient men waiting away from the action on the
other side of the hall, they would become as close to the Ladies as
the Officers but here they were being encouraged to ignore the men
and concentrate only on the Officers. It was an odd state of affairs.
The Brigadier had known
it, he had warned her to make sure she got to meet the squad before
she made up her mind.
“What about your men?”
Angela asked acting at her most innocent. “Do they like me too?”
“How could they not?
You're beautiful.”
“But you haven't even
asked them.”
The Major was dismissive.
“I don't need to, they're my men. I know what's best for us and
that's you good Lady.”
There was the nail in the
coffin for his chances. “You're so sweet, but you know what, I made
a promise with my classmates that I wouldn't make any decisions until
we've all talked it through in the morning.”
“I wouldn't worry about
that. You're the top graduate, tradition dictates you get the first
pick of whomever you choose.”
“I know, but I did
promise. Thank you for the cocktail, it's lovely.” Before he could
stop her, Angela had picked up her drink and walked back to her
friends.
“That was quick, I
thought you were enjoying yourself. You looked like you were.” Ava
had come back from her own dancing in time to see Angela smiling with
the Major.
“He's nice enough, but
he's not for me.”
“Seriously?” Christy
could hardly believe it.
“Seriously. There's
something about him, I don't know, I'd steer clear of him, but it's
your choice.”
“Yes it is.”
“Have you got a
favourite?” Angela directed the question at Ava.
“Not really. They're the
same, aren't they.”
“If that's the case, how
about we cause some panic in the ranks?”
“What do you mean?”
Ava was a little slow on the uptake even as Christy grinned.
“If the officers are all
the same, maybe someone in the squads can help make up your mind.”
“Are you sure we should
do that?”
“Yes, actually I am
sure. You think men are all the same, I don't.”
“What about the others?”
“They can catch up.”
Angela said breezily as she sauntered in the direction of the nearest
table with enlisted men around it.
The men at the table could
not jump up fast enough, and had looks of shock on their faces.
Evidently they had not expected to be approached.
Angela smiled in her sweet
way. “Oh don't mind us, sit down and drink your beers. We just
thought we should introduce ourselves and maybe you can introduce
yourselves to us, after all we might be getting to know each other
very well soon.” she sat down in a spare seat and turned to the
Sergeant in the group. “So, hello handsome, I'm Lieutenant Angela
Haynes, what's your name?”
There was laughter and a
little jeering, the response Angela had been looking for when she
picked on the Sergeant who rose well to the occasion with a calm
reply.
After the initial shock of
the Ladies abandoning the Officers for their men, and the audacity of
Angela inviting the Sergeant to dance, things relaxed considerably.
Soon the music changed
from classic to contemporary and it all became a light hearted free
for all with the Ladies happily dancing with anyone brave enough to
ask. It was exhausting but fun.
At one point Angela
excused herself to use the restroom and get another drink and found
herself at the bar beside the Brigadier.
“Well done, Haynes,
they'll be talking about tonight for some time. No one's ever taken
quite such an obvious interest in the enlisted men before. Good
show.” he nodded briefly and then took his leave before Angela to
think of a response.
Perhaps it was a good
show, but the downside was still having no idea who she would choose.
She only knew that she had already promised to steer clear of four of
the Officers for friends. She let out a heavy sigh and sipped the
cocktail. At least she had found a new drink she liked, the Major had
done something for her.
“Is something wrong,
ma'am?”
She looked up and realised
it was one of the Lieutenants addressing her. “No, thank you, I'm
fine. I'm just a little tired. Lots more dancing than I'm used to.”
“Only, I couldn't help
noticing one of the other Ladies is spending a lot of time with Major
Lethario. I thought you and he were destined for each other.”
Angela frowned. “Who
said that?”
“He did. He told us in
no uncertain terms that you were off limits.”
Angela's jaw dropped. “The
arrogance! Well, he's the one off limits. Thank you for telling me,
Lieutenant -” she hesitated. “Barns?”
“Yes, and you're
welcome.”
“Barns,” the name
sparked an earlier conversation. “Your Liamson's OC.”
That got a laugh. “Yes.
He makes an impression, I know.”
Angela nodded, a smile on
her face. Liamson was a Private who could guarantee to stand out of
the crowd simply by standing head and shoulders above it. “I'm
wearing three inch heels but I swear I was dancing with his belly
button.”
“I can always
requisition a step ladder if it'll help.” Barns smiled. Then his
expression abruptly changed. “Oh, I'm sorry, that was really
presumptive, forget I said anything.”
“No,” Angela laughed.
“It was funny, and about right. How do you cope? He's a one man
watch tower.”
“You get used to it, I
order him to sit down most of the time so I can look him in the eye,
but he's a good guy.”
Angela put down her drink
and treated Barns to a long look. She barely remembered dancing with
him the first time around, but she had not been paying as much as
attention as she should have been, she had spent most of the time
thinking about the Major and wondering whether or not he was a good
catch. Now she knew he was not and this man deserved another chance.
“I think I'd like another dance.”
Barns was quick on the
uptake, a good sign. “My Lady, may I ask for your hand in a dance?”
“Yes, you may.”
“Ahh, turn it off.”
“It's the sun, it
doesn't come with a switch.”
Angela rolled over. “Then
close the curtains at least.”
“No chance, it's 0800.
You need to get up or we'll be late.”
“Late? For what? We're
off duty.”
“For the football
tournament.” Lucy spoke slowly. “Remember? The one you
organised.”
That got a frown of
incomprehension. “What?”
“Last night, before we
all turned in, you made the men promise that each squad would front a
five man team for a footie tournament on the PT field. Today. This
morning.”
“I did?” Braincells
began firing as wakefulness reluctantly established itself. “I
don't even like football. Why would I- Oh, I did, didn't I.” she
sighed and dragged herself up. “Alright, we better get to the
field.”
“After a shower.” Lucy
laughed.
“What?”
A mirror was held up.
Angela groaned. She had
been so tired when they finally got back to the barracks that she had
committed the nearly unforgivable sin and fallen straight into bed
without first removing her make up. At least she had remembered to
take the pins out of her hair, even if she had apparently used so
much hair spray the pins had been superfluous.
“Don't worry about it.”
Lucy indicated across the room.
Christy had apparently
been even more tired than Angela. There was a blanket over her but
she was unmistakeably still wearing her dress and the foot hanging
out from the bed still had a shoe on.
Angela laughed. “Where's
a bucket of cold water when you need it?”
As unpopular as it made
her, Lucy woke everyone else up while Angela dealt with the wreckage
that was formally her best made up face.
It was only fair of them
to turn up to an event they had asked for and Angela was more than a
little curious of how many men would be there.
“Oh.”
“Wow.”
“That's impressive.”
The field was full of men
and footballs.
“They actually took me
seriously.” Angela could hardly believe it.
“They are trying to
impress us. It's not like we've actually chosen our squads yet.”
Ava pointed out.
“Yes, but we have
really,” Lucy corrected. “I mean, I know I have. Have you?”
“I have.” Christy
admitted.
“Lisa, do you know who
you want?”
The quietest of the
classmates simply shook her head.
“No? You must have some
idea.”
She shrugged.
“A soliloquy of
indecision as always.” Angela smiled.
“You're being posh
again, girl, you're far too educated.” Christy hated it when Angela
showed off the fact she had actually paid attention in English
classes. Most girls did not bother too hard with their education,
they saw very little point, after all the vast majority would never
get a job or be expected to to intelligent. “Anyway, have you
chosen?”
“I think so. I'll see
how he does today.”
“So it's down to
performance on the field. I like it.”
Movement in the field
ceased abruptly as the men saw who was approaching. Seconds later
there was a new flurry of action and the Ladies found themselves
installed on folding chairs in prime viewing position on the
sidelines for the rapidly arranged tournament to come.
At a discreet distance,
the proceedings were being observed.
“It's a very interesting
development, certainly.”
“The men do their best
to impress, they always have. I remember us failing over ourselves to
impress the Ladies when we were much younger.”
“Not that much younger,
James, we're hardly in our dotage yet.”
“I suppose. It feels
like a lifetime ago, though doesn't it.”
“Absolutely, but perhaps
you have a point, my wife does tease me for the way I used to behave
and sometimes for the way I still do behave. I love her of course but
I must admit the young Lady Haynes is quite the head turner.”
“Did you warn her about
Lethario? She certainly dealt with him very well last night.”
“I only gave a few
subtle hints, I couldn't do any more. If I said anything obvious and
it came out it would cause a scandal. Still, it seems to have done
the trick, the Ladies look to be avoiding him.”
“Bravo, Brigadier.”
“Less of that, I'm still
your commanding officer, and I didn't do anything, I just gave a
little fatherly advice.”
“Yes, sir. Are we
watching Haynes then?”
“Yes we are. I hope she
makes the right choice, if not we may have to arrange matters, she's
got just what we need and she can't be left languishing in a dead
end.”
From the very start the
football was intense. At the best of times these were very
competitive men, they were
the elite of the Army so
naturally they were determined to be the best, but when they were
being watched by some very eligible young Ladies there was no room
for second place. There were moments when only the presence of the
football distinguished the on pitch action from a brawl and the noise
from the on lookers was akin to the masses baying for blood at a
gladiatorial match. It did not stop the Ladies enjoying it, something
Angela found amazing was how much she did enjoy the tournament when
she had never enjoyed football in the past. Perhaps it was the stakes
making it exciting, or maybe the teasing of the Officers who stayed
close by as they vied for attention, either way she knew her mind was
made up and she was only stalling to make it look as though she was
taking time over the decision as she was supposed to.
All the while Major
Lethario suck close by, determined not to let another Lady slip
through his fingers. He was quite sure he had lost Haynes, which
burned, and he could guess who to, but he was working on the others
and he needed to get one of them somehow.
The eventual winners, much
to Lucy's joy, were Lieutenant Michael's squad, defeating their
rivals in the final by two goals and a bloody nose. Never known for
being shy, Lucy made it very clear they were her favourites and the
smiles could not have been removed from the squad's faces by a
declaration of war.
In the mean time, Angela
offered the briefest of winks to the runners up before turning away.
They had had their fun and the men had been able to show off but it
had been a long night and a little down time back at barracks sounded
like a good idea.
Catching up on sleep
sounded like such a good idea so why Angela instead turned back she
did not know. “Actually, Lieutenant Barns, I wonder if I could ask
a favour of you.”
“Ask away, I'm sure I
can help.” the response was rapid.
“I'd rather like to go
for a run outside today and I wonder if you can find me some
chaperones.”
“Of course.”
“Thirty minutes at the
Guard Room?”
“Done and done.”
Angela smiled disarmingly.
“Thank you, sir.”
There was laughter and
giggles from the Ladies as they headed back to the barracks. Very
soon now they would be parted from each other but for the moment they
got to enjoy the high life.
The down side of being one
of the tenth of the population who were female was the constant
danger of being attacked by desperate men. The laws to defend against
such attacks were incredibly strict with draconian punishments for
offenders but that did not stop everyone from taking their chances.
The result of this problem was the insistence that any Ladies leaving
the Garrison for any reason had to do so in the presence of at least
one Chaperone, although most of the time it was considered preferable
for them to travel with two. So when Angela arrived at the Guard Room
dressed in her running gear she was met by Barns and his Sergeant all
ready in running gear of their own.
“Have a good run, ma'am,
I assume these two are your Chaps?” the guard on duty half-asked.
“That's right, we'll be
back well in time for dinner.” Angela hardly looked up as she
signed on the sheet.
“Good to know, ma'am.
Sign the sheet please, sirs.”
Both men signed themselves
out and then signed the second sheet as indicated. They were
responsible for Angela now until she returned. If anything happened
to her they were the ones who would be up on charges and they would
have to prove they had done everything they could to defend her. It
was sometimes an unwanted duty, but it was also time spent close to a
Lady who, it was hoped, would be grateful for the duty done for her.
“Where do you want to
go?” Barns asked as they walked out of the secure Garrison passed
the armed guards and onto the public street.
“Along the river, I
think. The weather's been nice so it shouldn't be too muddy. You
don't have anything you need to be back early for do you?”
“No, we're all yours for
as long as you want.” Nothing would stop Barns from doing
everything he could to secure Haynes as his Lady. He did not know
what she saw in him and his squad, she was the top graduate, she
could snap her fingers and have any of the squads but she was looking
at one of the most junior officers eligible for her attention. He
knew he was good, he too was a top graduate and he was ambitious, but
surely Haynes did not know that and for any Lady it was a gamble to
accept an unproven squad when there were established ones on the
cards.
“That's just what I
wanted to hear.” Angela smiled as she began to run.
“So,” Barns began his
own slow run to keep pace with her. “You obviously don't mind that
we're not the best at football. How do we pass this test?”
“Don't worry, this one's
easy. All you have to do is keep up.”
“You want us to pass
then.” Barns was sure enough they could keep up with a teenage girl
on a simple run on their own home turf.
“I'm giving you a
sporting chance, you did dance well last night so I think you deserve
it.”
“How many runs are you
planning on going on this week?”
Angela laughed. “That
would be telling. You'll hear my decision on Friday, not before.”
“Very well, ma'am.”
All too soon, Friday and
arrived and Angela found herself back in front of the panel of senior
Ladies. This time they were not acting as an interview panel and as
awesome as they were this meeting was a far more pleasant duty.
Angela now knew that the centre Lady, Colonel Myerson, was the
Brigadier's wife and therefore a shining example of how it paid to
catch the right man to advance your career. It was the perfect
coupling, after a ten year tour together they had earned the right to
a forever marriage and the Colonel would get a full pension whether
she had children or not. That was something to aspire to and Angela
hoped she had made the right decision to emulate that formidable
Lady.
Another honour of being
the top graduate was that in this hearing Angela got to step forward
first. Along with the panel of Ladies, the room was filled by the
Garrison's senior male officers and the eleven officers who hoped to
get a Lady for their squad.
Whilst Angela and her
classmates could have put forward their decisions to the panel at any
time during the past week they had agreed amongst themselves to make
nothing official until today and they each had agreed on their
decisions while sitting on their bunks the night before. They thought
it made for better suspense if they left the final say until the
meeting and left the men hanging, and it gave them as much time as
possible to make sure they had made the right choice and to talk
things through with their friends when they got nervous about it.
“Have you made your
decision, Haynes?” Colonel Myerson asked. Last night, she and her
husband had laid in bed and talked about the latest class of Ladies,
speculating on who they thought
they would go to. There was the choice over where to spend a weekend
away riding on Haynes' choice of officer, either a golfing
resort or a romantic island getaway.
“Yes, ma'am.”
“To who's squad do you
wish to be assigned?”
Angela resisted the urge
to look round to the waiting men. “Squad 783, Lieutenant
Barns commanding, ma'am.”
Colonel Myerson smiled.
She had just gotten a romantic weekend away. “Thank you.” she
looked across to the assembled men. “Lieutenant Barns,”
Barns leapt up from his
seat. “Ma'am.”
“Will you accept
Lieutenant Haynes into your squad?”
It was hard to keep his
eyes on the Colonel when all he wanted to do was watch his new Lady.
“Yes, ma'am.”
“Very good.” Myerson
nodded to the squad leader before turning her attention back to the
new Ladies. “You have your assignment. Please step back in line.
Lieutenant Ashford, step forward.”
Lucy rapidly did as
ordered.
Angela paid little
attention to the rest of the proceedings. She knew who was going
where and it took all of her concentration to keep eyes front and not
let them stray to her new commanding officer.
It felt like the rest of
the meeting took forever. After the Ladies got their assignments
confirmed there was a speech from the Colonel all about the
importance of their jobs and the bright new world they were entering
with many wonderful experiences waiting for them. Then there was
another speech from the Brigadier, aimed at the new commanding
officers it was an exhortation to look after the Ladies and an
acknowledgement that they were far more important than the officers
could possibly yet recognise. Duties and responsibilities were talked
about at length before closing words to respect and protect each
other.
After this they were all,
at long last, dismissed.
“I could kiss you.”
The voice from behind
Angela made her smile broadly. She turned and looked up into Barns'
eyes. “Wait until we're alone and you can do a lot more than just
that.”
“Believe me, I will.”
Barns replied. He shook his head. “Eleven squads and you chose
mine. You graduated top of the class with some of the best scores
ever.”
“First in a class of six
isn't that hard.” Angela was dismissive. “Third in a class of
thirty-two is harder.”
“How did you find that
out?”
“I asked. You're very
handsome but I wasn't going to make my choice just based on your
looks.”
“You're ambitious.”
“So are you. That makes
us a good match, don't you think?”
Barns nodded. “Yes, I
do. The men are going to be over the moon when I walk in with you, I
hope you're ready for them.”
“As ready as I'll ever
be.”
Standing in front of the
selection panel had been frightening enough, those Ladies had the
power to decide her future, but now Angela was walking into a room to
see the men she would be sharing her next few years with, the men she
had chosen to be with rather than a series of short term husbands.
For the first time she was wondering whether she had made the right
decision in joining up, but the image of her bitter and domineering
mother was enough to snap her out of it. For better or worse there
was no way she was going to sit back and become that woman when there
was another way.
“Ready?” Barns watched
his new Lady hesitate as they reached building that was the shared
barracks for him and his squad.
She smiled. “Of course.”
The men were all waiting
in the immaculate lounge. They had put a huge amount of effort into
making the whole house perfect, not a speck of dirt or dust was
allowed, not the tiniest imperfection and they were each praying
their efforts had not been in vain.
They all leapt to their
feet as the door opened. As ordered, they had not watched for their
Lieutenant's return and they desperately wanted to know if he had
come back to them with a Lady.
The Sergeant was convinced
that he would and had given his own orders that they were to act
accordingly, hence the massive clean, but they all knew the Lady he
was pinning his hopes on had been spending as much time with the
other squads officers as she had with Barns. When this was pointed
out to him, the worldly Sergeant smiled and told his squad they had a
lot to learn about women.
But he had less faith in
his knowledge of women than he had in the ability of his Commanding
Officer to attract the Lady they all wanted. As confident was he
appeared, the Sergeant knew there was a chance that his confidence
was misplaced and he could be wrong, but he had not got where he was
by never taking chances.
The squad's respect for
their Sergeant was immeasurably increased on the instant as Barns
walked into the Lounge with their new Lady.
“Lady Haynes,” Barns
spoke formally. “May I introduce Squad 783.”
“Squad 783.” Angela
looked from man to man. They were stern, battle ready and formidable,
and yet they all looked at least a little nervous as she met their
eyes. It was comforting to know the nerves went both ways. She hoped
they also shared her flutter of excitement. “I hope we won't need
to be so formal for long.” she turned to Barns. “May I?”
Barns smiled. “By all
means.” he had no idea what she was going to do but Barns had faith
in his Lady and after choosing him, he would forgive her almost
anything.
Angela strode across the
room to the bookcase. “Feel free to sit.” she said, not looking
round as she selected one of the thick ring binders. Almost half of
the folder was devoted to one specific section which she promptly
removed and in one fluid motion turned and threw on the floor. “Army
Rules and Regulations, Section 17, Parts a through r, governing
relations and activities between Ladies and their squads. It's very
long and complicated and any of you who've familiarised yourselves
with it, as of course you all should, will have noticed it has far
more 'Thou shall nots' than it has 'Thou shalls'. Now, as I'm sure
we're all very keen to live our lives exactly by the book, that
shouldn't be a problem, but it is rather dull, so I have attempted to
distil that rainforest destroying behemoth of regulations to this,”
she pulled two carefully folded sheets of paper from a pocket and
smoothed them out. “I trust you'll be pleased to know my personal
interpretation of the regulations contains far more Thou shalls and
as few as possible Thou shall nots. The executive summary is this,
when in my room I am second only to God and if you don't ask, you
don't get. I may say no, in which case I really mean it, but I may
say yes,” she paused and licked her lips. “And since I look far
more innocent than I am, well,” there was a smile that was pure
wickedness. “You can draw your own conclusions.” Angela sat
gracefully in an empty chair, carefully and deliberately placing the
two sheets of paper on the coffee table beside her. “Laying down
the law isn't the most alluring way to introduce myself, but I think
it's important that we all know where we stand and this gets it out
of the way. Of course, once we know each other I'm sure we'll edit my
regs to better suit us, but I think they're a good place to start for
now.”
“Permission to speak,
ma'am?” the Sergeant asked politely from his seat next to hers.
“Granted, of course.”
“On behalf of the whole
squad I'd like to welcome you on board, and as someone who's had
cause to read those regulations,” he pointed disdainfully at the
pile of paper on the floor. “An executive summary is very much
appreciated. We're all very happy that you opted to join us and I'm
sure we all hope we can live up to your expectations.”
“Thank you.” Angela
smiled. “I know you're all very good at what you do, you don't get
elite status without earning it. By comparison I'm just very lucky.
Instead of hopping from husband to husband every few months I'm
actually going to be able to get to know the men I bed. It's a very
selfish reason to become a Lady but not one you should have any
reason to complain about. But now I
am your Lady I'm sure you all want to know when it's your turn to
play husband, which is a fair question and you'll get your answer as
soon as I've cleared a rota with the Lieutenant. For now, I know that
by rights as OC Lieutenant Barns should escort me up to my room and
be the first to help me settle in, but he has graciously waved that
automatic right and instead you're going to decide amongst yourselves
who I'll get to know first.”
There
were looks exchanged, the squad had not been expecting that. Access
to see a Lady was normally decided on a strict ranking basis, any
change to that order was an unexpected and welcome surprise.
“And
while you begin your deliberations, I'll escort our Lady as far as
her door.” Barns was magnanimous even as he was beginning to regret
his generosity. It was something his men would appreciate and that
ultimately meant little but in the heat of the moment it was so hard
to step back.
He
stamped down on his emotions to walk his Lady up the two flights of
stairs to her large and comfortable room, but once there he could not
just walk away. “I might have given up my right to sleep with you
today but if I don't get to kiss you I don't know what I'll do.”
Angela
stepped forward and raised her head. “Let's not find out.” she
whispered softly.
He
was strong and passionate. As he pulled her close, Angela knew they
both wanted more. His hands moved down her body but even as she was
willing him on he suddenly was stepping away.
“I'd
better go.” his voice was full of regret. “Before they start to
wonder where I am.”
As he
walked out of sight, Angela let out a sigh and muttered a curse under
her breath. She had not realised how much she wanted him until there
was no one else around. Now she would have to wait and she was not
used to having to wait for man, they normally fell over themselves to
get to her.
Not
only had Angela's new room been aired, but she saw fresh flowers on
the dresser and a satin throw over the bed. The squad had clearly
been hedging their bets. It was just as well she had chosen them or
they would have been sorely upset to see all their efforts go to
waste.
How
long would it take for the squad to make their decision?
Idly
wandering around the room, Angela pushed open the bathroom door and
glanced in. Then she stopped and did a double take. She had been
expecting a similar en-suite to the standard officers quarters she
had been shown before but this was very different. There was a shower
cubicle, a separate large, glorious, bath and most surprising of all
the decadent addition of a bidet placed next to the gleaming white
toilet bowl. The room was luxurious and fabulous. Where better to
relax after a long and dirty exercise in the forest than a hot bubble
filled soak in a tub? A shower was good for a utilitarian clean but a
soak in a bath was heavenly and a very rare pleasure in the Army.
Tearing
herself away from the lure of the bath, Angela lowered herself into
the comfortable desk chair and unlaced her boots. After four months,
she had got used to wearing them and they were suitably broken in,
but years of soft shoes meant they still felt restrictive and they
took so long to get on and off.
She
pulled off her socks and spread her toes as she inspected the pale
pink nail polish on them. There were a few small chips but nothing
ruinous, nothing wrong that anyone would notice. Unless one of the
squad a foot fetish of course, then she would have to make more of an
effort with the pedicures. The thought made Angela smile as she
remembered one of the lectures during her training and the strict,
straight laced instructor who had spoken at length on how to deal
with the deviants and fetishists they might encounter during their
careers. He had focused on how to discourage such behaviour and how
to report those distasteful practices if the soldier insisted on
continuing. She had spent the three hours struggling to keep a
straight face. The majority of the 'deviant' behaviours spoken about
were no more than a bit of fun but somehow he had put silk blindfolds
and furry handcuffs in the same category as bestiality. A later
instructor had been far more pragmatic and sensible, allowing for
different tastes while cautioning against the extremes. His analogy
had made them giggle while at the same time being a good line to draw
between fun and trouble. Using a feather is foreplay, using the
chicken is deviant.
While
she remembered the fun she and her classmates had laughing over it
all, she released her hair from the regulation bun, shaking it out
with her fingers and draping it over one shoulder.
Who
was going to walk through that door?
She
sighed and wandered across to the window, staring out at nothing.
Why
had she broken with tradition? She should have done things properly,
as was expected of her, then she would have been able to do more than
just kiss Barns. She wished she had.
Angela
reminded herself that she was Lady to the whole squad, not just
Barns, and to be fair to them they were a good looking bunch. Perhaps
not Chippendales but none of them would be considered ugly. There was
no point in being disappointed when for all she knew the man about to
walk into her room was going to blow her mind.
She
was so deep in thought that when there was a knock at the door it
took her a moment to realise what the sound was.
“Come
in.”
The
door opened to admit the bodybuilder. At least, that was what she had
mentally labelled him, muscles like that did not appear without a lot
of work. He was definitely an avid gym goer, and all that muscle made
him intimidating as well as strong.
“Ma'am.”
he acknowledged her formally as he closed the door behind him.
“What's
your name, soldier?” Angela asked softly, doing her best to hide
the sudden surge of nerves.
“Ben
Fostern.”
“Ben.”
It was a personal choice, but Angela preferred the idea of being
informal in the bedroom, she could not understand how a Lady could
get intimate with a man while still retaining military decorum. “Your
squad mates must like you a lot, choosing you to come up here so
quickly. How did you earn this honour?”
Fostern
shrugged. “I look after my mates, ma'am.”
“And
they certainly look after you.” Angela walked forward, stopping
only when she was mere inches from him, close enough to smell his
scent and feel his breath on her. “I'm only ma'am when there are
other people around, when it's just us I'm Angela.”
Fostern
raised a hand to touch her arm, hesitant and gentle he stopped. “I-”
he cleared his throat. “I've never been in a squad with a Lady
before.”
“That's
alright, I've never been a squad's Lady before.” Angela smiled.
“Let's learn together. I think I can guess what we do next.”
“Me
too.” Fostern smiled back. He let his hand moved up the Lady's arm
until it reached her shoulder and her long fair hair. His other arm
found her waist and, when there was no objection, he pulled her in.
She was beautiful, tiny, slim and he had always loved blonds. Any
second now he was sure he would wake up and realise he was on
deployment in some freezing muddy hole, but for now he was determined
to make the most of his dream.
Angela
had been so worried about this part, that it would be awkward, that
she would not like the man or that he would not like her, but as he
held her close it was all too obvious he like her and she could not
help but find herself responding to that.
Feeling
the Lady lean into him took away the fears he had been holding back
since his walk up the stairs. There were so many stories about the
squad Ladies, about how they were recruited and how they behaved.
Some men told tales of Ladies who would simply lie on a bed legs open
and wait for a soldier to do his business before sending them away,
others told wildly different tales of drug crazed addicts who were
press ganged into service and would do anything for another hit. Both
sides were obvious rubbish to any rational thought, but while the
truth had to lie somewhere in between there was a lot of ground to
cover.
This
young Lady was certainly not unwilling and there definitely no drugs
involved. She was treating him as though she
genuinely
wanted him, he knew the reverse to be true and he wanted her enough
to be willing to believe her desire was real. Perhaps it was.
He
easily lifted her up and felt her legs entwine around his waist as
they kissed. It was only a few steps to the bed and then he would
remove that uniform and find out exactly what she was hiding beneath
it.
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